Part one of my personal story of how I lost my faith. This episode, I explain my background growing up in a non-religious house and some of the influences in my childhood
You wake up and all you see is darkness. You hear tormented screams, curses and cries of pain. An overwhelming sense of sadness comes over you but you lay still, afraid to move. You start to fill a warm sensation come over your body, slowly it gets warmer and warmer until it starts to burn. You try to move but you can’t and your body begins to burn all over. You desperately look for some help, some relief but none is to be found. You start to scream out in agony, the pain touching every nerve in your body. You hope and pray for it to stop, that you will soon be dead and the pain will stop but you slowly realize that death is not coming; that the pain you feel is not going away but only growing in intensity. This pain and torture will never end, you are forever condemned to spend eternity suffering because you rejected the one true God, and you are in HELL!!!
A prominent preacher was caught having sex with a male prostitute while on meth. A senator was caught trying to elicit gay sex in an airport bathroom. A mother shoots her son and then herself at a shooting range. Another mother drives her car into a lake with her children in it, drowning them. A child is molested by her uncle and a baby is born with birth defects because the mother was a heroin addict. Every day people do things that we think they are not capable of, we see people commit acts that go against what we think are out of their character. Why do people do that? How can they go from charismatic preacher to homosexual meth addict? If you ask a psychologist, the mother that shot her son in the back of the head had an undiagnosed mental illness. What happens when you ask a believer? A God fearing person? They have a simple answer….Satan. The devil made them do it.